todaes really bad... chem test... flunk it... 1/15.. hafta copy all the chemical formulaes...add together thousandssssssssss of tym.. more than 2000 i think... next wed hand in... haix.. surely cant finish lar... zhen me ban? then sat the whole dae busy.. morning dance, afternn willie, nite my sis bdae.. the sundae got church... aiya.. heck care.. dun go le.. so much hw... ARGH! shou bu liao le! n tomorrow still got maths test.. fail for sure.. i no tym to study.. juz now went to buy file for whole clz.. brought the whole 25 files home... ohmigod... ring files leh.. so heavy... haix... and veh stress theseaday.. i study everydae until midnite.. then got this kinda results(1/15)... i dun care le lar.. tomorrow maths test fail then fail... i dun wanna bother animore...its really too hard fer me.. yesterdae i study until i cry... dunno y... but reading half way really cant contrl and tears flowed out.. hmm... after tt continue studying... and wad i got back?
these few days realli veh emotional... and my mood changes veh fast.. sometyms realli feel lyk ending my life... i am tired of living le... y muz god create my life? its horrible... i hate myself..
and so many pple hate me.. got a person hu saw me on tv(gao xiao xing dong)( i dunno him/her) sae tt my face look lyk toilet bowl... am i really soo horrible? everydae i go n read tt msg and feel tt i really veh shi1 bai4...
By the way.. those pple hu r going this sat, we r meeting 2.15pm at orchard mrt control station.. cya there!