well i miss her a lot, and i havent been able to cry. Its litteraly impossible for me to cry.

and that pisses me off.
i feel like a slut.
i wish i had my big sister here to talk to.
eventhough we just started talking really towards the end of her, i miss those days that we would go driving around town and just talk and drink mates and take pictures and dance to old music just as much as we do normaly to new music ahha
i think im going to post what i said at her funeral up later tonight...

i know i said that i hated my sister and i would trash talk her a lot on here, but i never ment it. I was really upset about her choices and actions.
i loved her through thick and thin.