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Loving you./
by lyndze02

Location: West Bend
Age: 24    Sex : F

What you waiting for? 1/8/2005

I haven’t written in here in a while and well nothing really big has happened so yea.. just thought I would vent a little..

You all know that I like this guy but yea just venting so yea…

I really like this guy but I don’t think he likes me but I don’t know for sure what he is thinking so I don’t know what to do about it I mean does he like me or does he like someone else or just want to be friends who knows what is on his mind I just want to know how he feels I’m sick of sitting here wondering what or who you are thinking about…I just want to know how you feel.. I mean is it that hard to tell someone how u feel?? Well..ok maybe it is hard to tell someone but I mean if you knew they liked you wouldn’t it be easier to tell them because you know that there’s no way that this person doesn’t like you.. would you rather have something great for even a little while than not have something at all and keep wondering what would have happened? I mean I would rather have that something for a little while than just sitting here regretting that nothing happened… and wondering what would have happened.  

 

I cant believe what people tell me because they could just me lying to me, but then again they could also be telling the truth. You never know with them! So yea everything is all just a

 

BLUR

 

More people just need to live in the moment and stop waiting for things to happen..i think that’s going to be my new motto thingy because I am just sitting around waiting for things to happen..

 

 

Or just give up ……….

 

 

 

What are you waiting for?.?.?




well you know how i feel and i am one of the people telling you the *truth* .. well i hope you had a fun time tonite.. sounds like it from when you called.. hpmh now switch to me.. i know how i feel and how bob feels, yet i continue to wait.. should i just give up.. i have been thinking about that for a while now cuz i think it is really messing my life up.. like maybe if i wouldnt like him my   1/8/2005 11:32:07 PM
life would be easier.. just cuz i am always streesing over stupid things like what would he think of me if i do this or if i wouldnt do that.. and it is like IT DOESNT MATTER!! he doesnt care what the hell i do because he doesnt notice me.. whats the point.. like i could name countless things that i do/think of just to "impress" him you could say.. but it doesnt matter.. so maybe it is just time   1/8/2005 11:35:53 PM
to give up.. but i am sure one day i think one thing and then the next day i think something else.. yeah.. well i am waiting for you to call be back.. and then we can talk more about everything.. love ya linds  1/8/2005 11:37:07 PM
< oh yeah.. good luck tomorrow!! >. [diana*rose] 1/8/2005 11:39:23 PM
hey.just returning your note.well i hope things work out for you.well take care and have a good week.-heidi- [-time-stands-still-] 1/9/2005 10:33:59 PM
sis♥ [storrs] 1/12/2005 11:09:02 PM
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