|Lost in Translation of Self|
My mind is blank. I don't know what's with me today but for some reason or another I keep forgetting to do anything and everything anyone has asked me to do. One of which was leaving my cousin stranded when I was suposed to pick her up! Whoopsie!
I feel like I have been walking around in a complete daze! I need someone or something to snap me out of this spell!
I don't think that I have ever had this sensation before (uless I had some foreign substance in my body). But really, it's crazy how you can feel high without actually BEING high! Maybe it's that fact that I didn't have my cup of coffee this morning, and we all know how I feel about my coffee...
I don't know why I'm stuck in this daze, I mean I should be excited beause I am going to Turkey in a few days, and even that, for some reason or another doesn't seem to get me excited. I love Turkey. and ever since I went there last year I have been dying to go back, and now for some reason or another everything, even things that I have been longing to do jsut seem so bland and mundane. As if I go to Turkey everyday, as if my best friend always surprises me by coming all the way from teh states.
What is whith me? I feel like I am losing some kind of appreciation for the world--man, that sounds like a suicide note! But it's not! I just hope I snap out of this funk really soon, hopefully before I go back to Turkey, I really want to enjoy myself and I really hope that I do...