Sometimes you jsut need to write. Most times, you don't have time to do so. Life gets in the way, and laziness kicks in. You feel the need to sloth around when you finally have a free minute to yourself; and slothing around doesn't usually entail writing in one's blog--because that takes energy too. The ironic thing is that I feel like I am at the end of my rope, with zero energy left, and here I am, writing...

I feel like soemthing in my life is off balance, the see-saw we call life came to a sudden stop at an odd angle, and you are left stranded with no balance or direction off of it. It's weird how it hits you though, one week you are enjoying the ride, and the next, you are screaming to get of--only you can't, so you are left screaming until you figure out how to get out of the position you are in.

When you think about it, life really is like a see-saw, you are either up or down, and you only pass middle ground for a few seconds between the transition from one height to another, and sometimes, you linger just a little too long on the way down... that is where I am now. I'm just trying to make my way back up again...