I've reached it. Something has to give, and yet there's no way anything can give. Everything is rather delicately balanced and on the surface fine. I've just reached the point, after nothing in particular, no event changed things, where I've had enough. A saturation point if you will. So what next? Where do I get the strength from to move forward and conquer because I really want to, but somewhere I've lost sight of my ability to do so.