Maybe I should update more often. Maybe not. Dunno, really.

Well, went to Gameworks the Sat. before Easter. Good stuff, right? Wrong. I was the only one to show. Nick, on his way there gets a call from his bro to party at his place, so he decides to call me when he gets there, instead of calling me before he leaves so that I can go with him. And Tori, well, it started to snow, and Tori is deathly afraid to drive in the snow, not that it was snowing that hard. So this means I drove two hours for one beer! Grrr....

Homelife hasn't gotten worse, but it hasn't gotten better, either. I hate this feeling of just trying to survive.

I'm bitching again. I really gotta stop that.

So there's this girl that I just absolutely adore. Beautiful, sweet, fun. She has absolutely no clue what she does to me when she's near me. Of course, she has no clue of my feelings for her, either, or if she does, she's doing a pretty damn good job of hiding or ignoring that knowledge.

"So just ask her out already, dumbass!"

Heh. Not that simple, sweetheart. In fact, it's really complicated. First and foremost, the major barricade, is that she's with someone right now. Second, we already sorta talked about that, and she said that it wouldn't work, and me, being the idiot that I was and tried to play it cool and not tip my hand too soon, agreed. And that's just the half of it with her.

To complicate things even more, there's this other girl. I don't know what the deal with her is. We started talking after a couple other girls at work tried to fuck me over royally at work by falsely accusing me of sexual harassment. First it started out that we would talk whenever we ran into each other, but then, when she would come in on her day off or whatever to go shopping, she would make sure she found my lane, or she would find me when she came into work, or if I had to go in on my day off for whatever and she saw me (which she usually does) she'll make me promise to come through her lane when I was done. I won't sit here and tell you I'm not attracted, because that would be lying. She's hot, and real cool to talk to. So why haven't I asked her out, you ask? Well, Goliath ain't got nuttin' on the guy she's seeing now. I wish I could figure out what she wanted. My love life is really messed up.

Guh! Bitching again!

Okay, here's some good news. First and foremost, I'm picking up extra hours in another department at work, so that means I won't have to get a second job for now. Also, my friends Ben and Brandon are back in town from college for the summer, so this means many nights of hanging out away from the house. Also, one more day and I'll have two days off from work, and after working eight days straight, they'll be well deserved.