him (3:00:48 AM): yo
me (3:00:52 AM): hey you
me (3:01:10 AM): what are you doing up so late?
him (3:01:22 AM): I just got home from the holiday work party
him (3:01:38 AM): of course, I'd be up this late on a Friday night anyway
me (3:01:46 AM): i see...mine is tomorrow...just a store thing
me (3:11:36 AM): so what have you been up to lately?
him (3:11:58 AM): can't think straight right now
him (3:12:11 AM): the severed wound that is my heart has reopened and is bleeding once more
me (3:12:36 AM): what happened? or rather, what was her name?
him (3:12:52 AM): her name was Lori and I'm not going to go into what happened
him (3:12:59 AM): I shouldn't have gone to this stupid party
me (3:13:07 AM): i take it she's married?
him (3:13:13 AM): no
me (3:13:26 AM): what a change...no offense...
him (3:13:33 AM): hmmph
him (3:13:42 AM): I've been with plenty of women that aren't married
me (3:14:13 AM): ok. i'm not saying you haven't, but usually you "fall" for the married ones
mialsya (3:14:22 AM): you know your track record better than I do...
him (3:14:46 AM): the married ones get to me because in the end I can't have them
me (3:15:32 AM): well love, have a hug... *hughughug*
him (3:15:47 AM): thanks, but that's not enough
me (3:16:09 AM): well hon, you're a little too far away for me to give you more
him (3:16:33 AM): that could be changed
me (3:17:31 AM): Well, if I didn't have at least one roommate home, I would invite you over
me (3:17:44 AM): you could still come over, but not for that...
me (3:17:46 AM): :D
him (3:17:49 AM): riiiiiight
me (3:18:03 AM): you still haven't seen the house, the tub, or the tattoo...:P
me (3:18:15 AM): and i bet you could use the tub right now
him (3:18:24 AM): you got that right
him (3:18:31 AM): a massage would do wonders as well
me (3:18:51 AM): well, if you want directions, you are more than welcome in my house, no matter where that house may be...
him (3:19:22 AM): yeah
him (3:19:25 AM): I need something more though
him (3:19:30 AM): I should make some phone calls
me (3:19:47 AM): something more?
him (3:20:06 AM): yes, something I can't quite put my finger on
me (3:20:31 AM): more than a friend with open arms and good hands and a decent movie collection and bottles of rum and vodka in the freezer and a whirlpool tub?
me (3:20:35 AM): :)
him (3:21:32 AM): open arms is good, but I need them to be more open
me (3:22:00 AM): you know my arms are very open to you...they always have been...
him (3:22:17 AM): they aren't open in the way I need right now
me (3:22:20 AM): unfortunately, they haven't closed one bit
me (3:24:59 AM): the only way you think you need right now is pity and you know i have never had that for you...
him (3:25:14 AM): I don't want pity
him (3:25:19 AM): that is the last thing I want
me (3:25:35 AM): and you will never get it here...
him (3:25:43 AM): good
me (3:26:01 AM): you always get so much more from me than anyone else does...
him (3:26:35 AM): why is that?
me (3:26:58 AM): i honestly can't explain it. you just do.
me (3:30:01 AM): is there anything wrong with that?
him (3:30:13 AM): I... guess not
me (3:30:41 AM): would you like to come over? i promise you can leave at anytime
him (3:31:06 AM): I would if I could guarantee that I wouldn't try anything, but I can't
me (3:31:34 AM): what would you try? we've already been through all that before...
him (3:31:34 AM): and I'm not about to be rejected twice in one night
me (3:31:44 AM): you know that i can't reject you...
him (3:32:05 AM): your roommate is there
me (3:32:11 AM): come over, we'll sit out on the porch under blankets and talk...
me (3:32:19 AM): he's passed out on vicodin asleep
me (3:32:36 AM): he's up in his room and everyone else is gone until late morning (or later)
him (3:33:06 AM): ...okay
me (3:33:09 AM): it's actually a nice night, though a little chilly...you can see the stars tonight
him (3:33:12 AM): give me directions
him (3:36:50 AM): okay I'm heading out
me (3:36:55 AM): i'll be here
him (3:36:55 AM): don't go to sleep!
me (3:37:05 AM): i wont...i'm surprisingly not tired now
me (3:37:11 AM): *smiles*
him (3:37:18 AM): okey dokey
me (3:37:38 AM): silly boy...see you soon *kisses*
him (3:37:47 AM): b'bye
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