It's funny how you find things out you really don't want to know. I can't stand the people who pose as your friends and then turn around and do the exact opposite. If your reading this then you probably know who the hell I'm talking about. I want to be happy and deserve it too. I cant help that I'm human and make mistakes. Nick a part of me will always love you but not the way you want my feelings to be returned. I cant help the fact that someone else is in my life now. You wasted your chance with me a screwed it up royally. You should have thought about me the countless times i wanted to have a conversation with you "un high", but you couldn't see past the weed. This weekend could be very interesting because of things in the past. I hope that my past doesn't come back and pose a problem. Mistakes happen and people learn from those mistakes. I can't help one moment of weakness-when there were other factors involved. Some can see past those mistakes but then others can't-and I'm stuck having to do things to make up for it.