Well, it's been a very long time. My life...hmm... so much has happened and at the same time nothing at all.I fell in love with a boy, his name M.O. He didn't love me back. He was the first guy that I've ever cried over. I haven't talked to him in a very long time so it's made it so much easier to get over him. Right now I have a crush that I will never admit to anyone. His name is K.C. After last thursday I fear that I will never see him again. :(. We work together and today is his last day. Me him and some friends were suppost to go to dinner tonight to tell him good bye, but I'm not going to go. I want to but I can't. He never even told me good-bye last time. I was so hurt. I just wanted a hug from him. The thing is that I can't even tell my best friend about him because she used to have a huge thing fr him and it makes me a bitch, although I think she has the hint because I talk about him more than I should. Sometimes I feel he thinks the same of me. How will I never know. Maybe it's best that I don't.