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º PªpèrDôll º


Age: 24
Sex: F
Location: Where Dreams n' Teardrops Fall
State: Vermont

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Wasting Monday, May 11, 2009

Ever suffered from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder?
Yes...

Are you still trying to decide what you want to do for a living?
No. I know exactly what I want to do. I just wish I could do it right now instead of waiting another three and a half years to finish college and graduate school.

If you were forced into the military, would you get far?

I probably would not. I mean, yes, I would work hard and do my best, however considering I have asthma, they would not take me anyways.

If you were afraid to get married on your wedding day, would you run away?

If I were afraid to get married on my wedding day, that would be a problem. But no, I would never run. I would rather face the problem I guess. I can't really deal with people just walking out, thus I would never do it.

Are you a skilled knife thrower?

Ninja star, perhaps. I don't generally throw knives.

What would happen if you said that on a first date?

That I don't throw knives? I'm hoping that it would not be a problem...

What is the shortest relationship you have ever had with someone?

A week or so.

Can Vanilla Ice really dance?
I honestly cannot answer that question.

Would you care if your future children used curse words?
I would. Only because I think that they will have a much more extensive vocabulary and will have no need to curse. However it is not like I would punish them for saying something, rather talk to them about it.

Would you be scared if you lived in an old house from the 18th century?

I would not want to do that. I want a new house. Mostly because I care about the safety of myself and my potential family. And that just doesn't sound safe.

Your house is haunted. Who goes first? You or the ghost(s)?
As scared of them as I am, ghosts, I really do not believe, are real.

Have you applied to many jobs but haven't gotten one interview?
A couple times probably.

Have you ever gotten a letter too late?

Actually, I have.

Has anything of yours gotten lost in the mail?

Not that I can think of.

Did you ever have a penpal? If so, do you remember their name(s)?
No I did not.

A friend needs a heart transplant or they'll die. Would you give up yours?
No doctor would take a heart out of living person. You can't kill someone just to save someone else. However, if need be, there are a couple of people that I would do it for without thinking.

Last time you had watermelon?
A very long time ago. I want to say... September.

Is your laugh more like a giggle or a roar?
I guess... I don't really know. I probably giggle. But I should work on that.

Do you ever answer your door at night?
If someone is knocking on it, I don't see why not.

Don't you wish there was such thing as a teleportation device?
Obviously. But honestly, I don't think it will ever happen.

Can you eat a lemon or is it just too sour or gross?

I think that lemon and sea food is delicious. As for eating a lemon, I do like it, especially with sugar, but it is so very bad for your teeth.

What happened to the old Cookie Crisp cereal mascot?
I'm not really sure. I didn't notice that he was missing.

Crayons, markers, charcoal, or colored pencils?

My first choice would be charcoal.

Can you draw with charcoal without the picture looking like a blob?

Quite well.

Have you ever flown over 5 feet into the air?
I have not.

Do you hate it when guests come over and they never want to leave?
Generally, people do not come over unless I want them there to begin with. But it has happened. Still, I don't hate it. It is a waste of time and energy to hate things. It's not going to make them better, or go away.

What is something you do if you want to show off?
I do not want to show off. I don't feel that I have anything to show off.

Would you consider yourself to be humble?

Probably to some extent.

I wanna rock n roll all night and party everyday! Will you party with me?

I don't think so. I have a final at 8am.

Do you like to try to figure out what is wrong with people physically?

I tend to focus a little more on emotions and how past experiences may have manifest in certain behaviours.

Do you have a relative that'll talk like there is no tomorrow?

Yes, I do. She is one of those relatives that you have to ask yourself... Honestly, where did she come from?

Would you ever let a former prisoner work as a butler in your household?

I would never have a butler. I am perfectly capable of doing things for myself. And if I can't, I'm hoping that my spouse would.

Currently are you experiencing a lot of doubt?

I'm actually not. For once I am entirely content and accepting that. I've generally had a problem with knowing where things are going... but I think something happened when I met him. And I don't want to induce conflict just so I can be unsure. I'm okay with this.

Do you think you're a real family person?

I think I would be more likely to be when I have my own family. When I have some say over the way things go. When I know that the unit can be highly functional and safe.

When guests show up do you greet them or do your own thing?

Obviously it is sort of rude to not greet someone. However, my house is not exactly a place for guests. Someday.

Are you a person that'll draw attention to themselves?

I do not like attention. I would really rather be left to do my own thing. I work well under pressure, but not so much under a watchful eye.

Have you told someone something secretly and someone else overheard?

I do not think that I have.

Have you ever eavesdropped on all the wrong parts of a conversation?

I think I have eavesdropped on the wrong conversation in general. I like to tell myself that I missed something.

Did it cause chaos when you assumed things?

I assumed nothing.

Ever had a clubhouse? Ah, the good days, right?

I guess to some extent. It was more of a log in the woods and a circle where we cut down trees to make room.

Is there something that you just want to get off your chest?

I think it is all off right now.

What is your favorite kind of weather anyway?

Just before or after it rains.

Do you have any significant pieces of jewelry?

I do. I have a cross that my aunt bought me when my uncle died.
And also the wedding band AW gave me. no. we are not married.

Could you possibly be in love right now?

I am entirely.

Do you ever just want to throw your cell across the room?

My old cell phone. I did it quite a few times.

What's your favorite soda?

italian.

If you could be in a band, would you sing or play?

I could not be in a band.

Can you play any instruments?

I can play guitar and piano. But most instruments I pick up I can figure out.

About how often do you get sick?

Not very often.

Any idea on where you want to go to college?

I am in college right now. And I am pretty content staying in Vermont.

What's a song that you like to play on repeat?

I like to listen to different songs.

Do you enjoy American Idol auditions?

Actually, after the Paula thing... I do not even watch the show. I think it is ridiculous. And I think that getting enjoyment at the expense of real people is disgraceful.

What religion do you follow, if any?

I do not really follow a religion. I read the bible and believe in God.

Is it really about the religion or the relationship with God?

Relationship.

If you could tame any animal, what would you choose?

I think that is sort of mean. Let them be free.

Have you ever not been able to swallow pills?

Sometimes if I am very sick. But generally, no.

If you HAD to change your first name, what would you change it to?

I don't know. I will let you choose.

Have you ever felt like you're trapped inside your life?

I used to. Every day. But I like it here now.

What did you do or do you do to cope with that feeling?

Blades, mostly.

Are you good with children and/or animals?

I am actually very good with children. And as I have recently learned, the elderly as well.

Tell me why your best friend is the BEST friend:

Because she is always there when I need her.

Do you go for chemistry or compatibility with dating?

I think both are necessary.

Is there a song that sparks emotion in you every time?

Yes,

What color is your phone?

Silver and black.

Do you live with both of your parents?

I live on campus currently. But when home, yes.

What's one thing that always calms you?

Sitting by the lake.

What's a place that feels like home?

His arms.

If you were cremated, where would you want your ashes to be placed?

I don't care.

Do you plan on going to your high school's reunion?

No, I do not.

Would you want revenge on someone if they killed someone special to you?

Obviously.

Or would you find it in your heart to forgive?

I feel that everyone needs to be forgiven and deserves that right.






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