I'm alive
Not sure how to sum up things on how i turned out over the pass few years but here we go.

Played lots of video games

I hated myself so much
so i changed, maybe not for the better

I stopped doing music
after Melissa dated a rock star (not really) who was friends with VnV nation (a band I liked)
I started to hate music

hate hate - > change

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you might have expected me to die, maybe i did.

I can't remember but i think i attempted suicide another time or 2.

Not too long ago i threw myself in front of a moving vehicle, it turned
I lived

I felt bad, but i wasn't thinking right at the time.

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Asked a few people here about 2 weeks ago to see if they can house a homeless friend of mine for a night.
To those who read, thanks

Always nice to see there is good will in people
at least for me it is nice

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And now I leave you reader
Vincent
Robot

Or whatever whoever reads this

This is the first day you become homeless
and the world will rotate just that much slower
(or faster).

Cheers!