i finally admitted and believed it well nothing much happened in 1st block i told jessica that i really don't like matt anymore then in 2nd nothing much happened katie checked out  nothing much happened then in 3rd we went to the library and did research for our paper nothing much happened at lunch i shared a seat with timmy i kept looking at his leg i wanted so bad to put my hand on it i really wanted to  then on the way back from lunch everybody was walking down the outside stairs and matt was walking up them and i looked at him and i didn't feel anything i was so happy then me and trey and wally and alicia were standing there talking and i told alicia wally was gay and she believed me and i said i was just playing and she said oh it was funny then on the way to 4th nothin much happened in 4th i went in the gym and talked to trey for like 20 minutes and then i went back to class and then i went out to the practice field and trey and some other guys in pe were sitting on the pourch of the shed and i sat there with them and we talked for like 30 minutes and the rotc people were running the track and timmy was running and i was sitting on the railing of the pourch and  i leaned back and i was hanging upside down and timmy came running by and i was hanging upside down and trey was sitting next to me and he pulled my shirt up and my stomach was showing and timmy started laughing and then i was walking back from the practice field and timmy and ryan were standing at the rotc building and  i walked over and started talking to them and they were soaking wet and  they told me that they got in a water fight and i grabbed timmy shirt and said yall are crazy then i went back to class and sat in there for the rest of the school day and then after  school i was wlaking with timmy and i went and put my stuff in coach cook's room and then i went and changed but i didn't have any tennis shoes so i was walking around without shoes and then we walked up stairs to get a powerade and then we walked outside down the walk way that leads to the practice field and rotc building and we were standing  in the shade of the old satallite dish and we were leaning up against the fencne that goes around it and we stood there and talked for about 20 minutes and at one time no one was around and i wanted so bad to grab his face and kiss him but i didn't but i am tomorrow i hope then at weight lifting i was talking to whittney and she was like i don't know what to do i like joe but i think trey has a really good body (she is about to go out with this boy named joe but she likes trey for his body which i think is wrong) and i said i don't have to worry about that anymore i got a boyfriend that i am happy with and i suddonly realized that i really do like timmy i think  but anyway  well after i got home from   i was sitting there and i was working on  my mp3 player and the phone rang and i picked it up and it was timmy and i was like hey because i told him to call me when i said bye to him when he had to go to drill team practice but i didn't think that he heard me but anyway well i got to go ok peace