well i hate mostly everyone. too much garbage thats going on to be in a good mood, i was called in an hour early today so i worked for two or three hours by myself before they called in one of the second shift workers to come in. it was decent except that we had a bus of like fifty and i was the only dish and the cooks stopped helping me when they strarted getting orders. but basically i hate everyone. i cant do anything right anymore, because no one pays attention to the whole story theyll pick out one small snippet of something and blow it out of proportion then hate me because they did that. its really making me mad especially with my parents and friends. okay so i go out with my big brother twice sneaking out in the middle of the night now i cant even hang out with him unless were at work or at home and then my moms like even when i agree i still have an attitude and if i keep it up then ill have to quit my job which is bs because the job is one of the best things i have going for me. its all stupid stuff then my friends yell at me for changing but they dont realize its the same me as before, they just werent around me for two or three months so they can notice it more

whatever im done pretending to care that people are supposedly there to help me out, what if i dont want any help. what if i like how i am. it doesnt matter either way because im not going to adjust myself to other peoples standards, never have never will. yall will just have to get used to it because its all your going to get from me.