It’s Tuesday and it’s the day I gonna meet my dear again… Yeah.. We are going to watch SHUTTER. He already watch it before but well.. he just like to watch scary movies thus… Accompany him to watch again. Also, Lynn said it is a nice show…  J

We agreed to meet at Lavendar after our class but as I need to print out his project notes for him, I only manage to leave school at 12.15pm. When I was on the bus, he has already reached, thus he went over to ICA building first while I went over to PS to get the tickets. Waited there for him for 30 minutes… boring…

Finally… He reached. We went for lunch. As we walked up the escalator, I wanted to hold his hands but he shunned away. Reason, this is PS and its school holidays… his church friends are most likely to be around. ARUGH! SHRUGH! What can I say, what can I do? Nothing lo… just accepts it. He already told me so many times:

Church don’t allow him to have GF; Church don’t allow him to have GF; Church don’t allow him to have GF; Church don’t allow him to have GF … … … … … …   Well… So just hang around PS, shop here shop there until 3 and we went in to watch show. Its MOVIE TIME … what are you waiting for J

In the theatre, at first we were so weird… I wanted to lean to him but do not really Dare to… Oh no… where had all my courage gone to? I thought this is just so common thing for a GF to do to the BF? Whats going on in me? Well anyway, we just sat there, watch the advertisement, and crunch Nachos. His bag is on his lap… thus even if I want to hug him, its not that easier and comfortable… Also, with that Nachos on his lap, how to hug him? So… forget it la… hee hee… Soon the movie started, and he finished his Nachos. Dear put his bag on the floor and hug me… (Muacks! Dear, I simply love your hug) Later on, we started a bit of “massaging”… Dear took my jacket and place it over his legs, well, it seems as a hint to massage for him. Haa Haa… I thinking… I remember he say before, and also my other guy friends say before, a guy won’t get horny unless the girl who is massaging for them is the one they love. Well… since he “hinted” and I also wanted the kind of close contact with dear, I simple move my hand over. Shy shy… it been nearly 1 month since we got into such contact le. I can sense that dear is enjoying it cos his breathing got heavier. I can’t help but grin and look at him. At certain time, he will suddenly kiss me and French with me… (Someone getting “high” le ma… hee… dear, I just want to massage for you to make you relax cos you had been so stress up recently) He also keeps licking my ears … I have to agree, we are having a secretative but enjoyable session with each other. I was kind of worried about what the people being us will feel. Feeling a bit paiseh … hee hee

This is the first ghost movie I watch with him that I ever got scared or rather, caught unprepared. He is smiling to all grins because of it. (Hey hey.. that’s because I was CONCENTRATING on how to make you relax ok… but never mind, seeing you laugh is enough for me le)

After the movie, we just went home and sleep … haa.. I am just too tired that I even skipped the meeting that I am supposed to attend. 2 hours after I reach home, I smsed him … a question that I really wanted to ask him, something which I badly want to let him know.

Can you spend your xmas in spore? Our 1^st xmas tgr … Really wish to spend it with you

I waited and waited for his reply .. but 2 hours past and still no response. I smsed him again and he replied saying he will try. I was rather disappointed in the answer cos I feel that it will normally become a no. I was hoping he will say something like he also wish to spend it with me .. etc.. But he did not. Our SMS stops… (Dear, how come you can exchange so many messages with your friends but your messages with me are so short.. sobz… Nan Dao…. You got another GF le ma? Hmmm. You whole day together keep messaging your friends. When I want to see, you refused to show me… what is so secretly? Last time, you don’t even care if I see your messages.. Why are you so worried about it now? You got something to hide? )

Later at night he called and told me… he promised he would spend his xmas with me. (You the best dear!!!) I am so happy… he had called his parents and told them he is not going back and they agree. I’m so happy! We talked about xmas gift… hm… I really hope I can find the pencil case he wants.

At night before he sleeps, he chatted for another 15 minutes again…. Gee….