i really thought i can enjoy a few days of bliss and happiness.. but.... things are really changing so fast that i cant even reach to it at all. Met him at 9am at Mac to study... but can see he is not in a very good mood to study, thus we study till 12 then stop studying le.

He acc me walk home while i changed and we went down to TPA to check out HP. He wants to change phone again. Went to a few shops... realised, his current 6260, oh man... cannot make it, the trade in price is only 350 - 450 .. its so so low... he change it to a samsung phone... i dunno what model it is thou. :p.. i not good with hp models.

Went over to PS to watch movie... have lunch @ KFC tgr. he says he not going to acc me on xmas eve. i am so disappointed. but im happy that he suggested me going down with him for his church event. finally, he is willing to show me his church members.. i thought that was a good news. Watch movie, we cuddled. he kissed me a few times, and of course i am happy. After movie, he headed home while i went off to meet Lynn.

At around 7, he suddenly sms me : I feeling so sad and miserable. I thank you for all you done for me. I'm not a good bf. Why love me so much? I can feel your sadness today. After this sms, he refused to answer my call nor reply my message... i really duno what is wrong again dear, is it wrong to be nice to you? You my sweetheart, of cos i must love u. you are who u r ... who say u r nt a gd BF ? its for me to judge, not u to judge okie ... :p love you lots...

he called... at 11+, before he sleeps.... chatted a while .. thou he sound abit different. I try not to think too much about it. anyway, send him this sms after we hang up .... 
dear,cold nite,remember to gai bei k.dun get sick.
lve u lotz...dun think too much. dun gif urself too much stress.im  happy wif who i am wif nw
sweet dreams.
hope things will turn out fine ....