|The Girl That Chased the Moon|
My sister lost a really good friend this past week.And it's been so hard on her.I have been there spending time with her and just listening to her.I haven't known what to say until now...
HEY SIS.IM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.. ITS HARD.. IVE BEEN THERE.. I CANT TELL YOU REALLY ANYTHING POSTIVE CAUSE NOTHIN ABOUT LOSIN SOMEONE IS POSTIVE.. YOU JUST HAVE TO REMEMBER ALL THE GREAT TIMES YOU HAD.. TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT THE NEGATIVE THINGS... THE GREAT THINGS THAT U THINK OF MIGHT MAKE U UPSET BUT IT SHOULD ALSO BRING A SMILE TO YOUR FACE.. ILL ADMIT IM STILL TORN TO PIECES ABOUT MICAH BEING GONE.. BUT NOW I REALIZE THAT HE'S IN A BETTER PLACE & THAT HIS TIME WAS UP DOWN HERE GOD NEEDED HIM WAY MORE THAN WE DID.. JUST WISH HE HADN'TBEEN TAKIN IN SUCH AN AWFUL WAY.YOUR FRIEND WILL BE MISSED HIGHLY BY ALOT OF PEOPLE & I KNOW YOU ARE ONE OF THEM.. BUT NOT EATING ISNT WHAT HE WANTS.. OR NOT BEING HAPPY ISNT WHAT HE WANTS.. I KNOW THERES NO WAY U CAN BE HAPPY AT A TIME LIKE THIS.. BUT HE WANTS YOU TO SMILE & LAUGH AT ALL THE GREAT TIMES & GO ON LIVING YOUR LIFE LIKE U DID BEFORE HE LEFT.. THE FEELINGS YOU HAD FOR EACH OTHER ARE STILL THERE... THEY WILL NEVER CHANGE.. HE'S PROBLY LOOKIN OVER YOU RIGHT NOW SMILING.. CAUSE YOU ARE A GREAT PERSON & U DONT DESERVE TO GO THROUGH THIS.. BUT TO BE HONEST ITS ONLY GONNA MAKE U STRONGER..
Isn't it amazing how you can write what you feel but not be able to say it.this took me a couple hours to write.I know what she is going through in a way,but its never the same feeling for everyone.When these kind of things happen it makes you take a good long look at how you are living and makes you want to be a better person.Everytime I say I'll be better...well now I mean it.I'm going to grow up and start taking charge of my life.I'm going to live like tomorrow is my last day.