Death and suicide are on my mind,
But there’s nothing left to find

I just want to take my silver friend

And slice it across my vein again

All of this is too much for me

Just waiting for my blood to run free

I watch as the red river flows

With all this pain no one knows

The loneliness I cannot despair,

But knowing no ones there

To watch me fad away

With my blood all around as I lay

Nothing is really new to me

It all came back to be

The pain and hatred all flow out

With total satisfaction without a doubt

Nothings left to be saved,

But now I wish I would have stayed.