we're covered in lies and thats OK.... how that sums up EVERYTHING. I told tom.. and i told mike.. and i am at a loss.. seriously.. like half of me just wants to like love leggett... just more than anything just try to convince him that it wouldnt b weird..even tho im not so sure myself..but like idk .. and then the other half of me is like..wow tom is amazing..even tho hes got his faults..so do i..and if iwoulda just sat his ass down n talked to him this whole mess coulda been avoided.. but now i have half of me wanting leggett and half of me wanting tom..and the sad thing is.. im not going to end up with either.. im going to end up losing tom and mike..and i dont kno what one would crush me more? As usual tho.. iw as right about mike only thinkin of me as chrissy..and for once i wish i wasnt right... pete n her man died.. but thats cause shes just as confused as me..im not ment to have a guy..im rlly not...

bahahahaha okay that made me giggle a lil bit..haha