Well.. its been forever but whatever.. bite me. i am kind of in a state right now.. my friend zach just died and he is the closest friend ive had die.. its weird and i really do not kno how to take it. I dont wanna bitch and cry at home becuse nobody knows him and they will just assume its for attention because people always assume the worst.again.. whatever. im still with my boyfriend. im gnna marry him. yes me.  haha. uhm.. lets see. my lacrosse team has an unbeleivable chance to win nationals this year. that wouldbe nice. im movin to sc... thats whatever. heh.. my whole life is whatever.