I just cant stop smiling. I am so happy right now.
Last night at dinner Rohan just started laughing at me and was like "whats your deal!?" He said I was too cheery... but i just couldnt stop smiling all night. Then today, I was on my way back from class just now, I was riding on the bus with a big ol' grin on my face. I honestly just cant stop smiling.
I was walking back from the bus with my ipod on listening to Jason Mraz thinking about the concert and that night after when we went to Luke's. Then i saw Ross on my walk back and gave him a high five and talked about tonight, which made me smile even more. I just keep thinking about the city I live in, and the friends I made here. I have experienced so much here, I've seen so much and done so much that I've never seen/done before. I've met the biggest variety of people, I've learned alot about life and growing and trusting and giving. I just keep thinking about how quickly the people here have become so important to me. How yesterday Rocky was here and we just hung out and talked and laughed. How last night I went to Jessies room and we just sat and talked and watched insider and ate ritz and peanut butter. How Monday at Essex everything was so relaxed and fun... how hard we were laughing while picking up dirty underwear with Tom's claw and scrubbing the floor. I love how I smile everytime I see Ross, and how at dinner last night we just sat and talked and laughed. I love the group Im in right now... I love being with them because I can totally be myself around them. As much as Rohan pisses me off, I love his jokes and his sense of humor, I love how when I was handing out cookies I just ended up in Scott's room talking about random things while he was doing homework. I love knowing that Anne will always take care of me no matter what, I love how Celeste let me pretend to be passed out in her room while Mike was stalking me last Thursday. I love how when I wanna tlak to someone, I just poke my head out my door and yell they're name.
I love the city, I love walking around here and I love all the people. Tonight is another small party at Essex, and I love that I KNOW we are not only invited, but acutlaly wanted there. I love that on Saturday we're going downtown to my favorite theatre in the world. I love that I got to see Clinton speak, attend a walk out against war and bush, go to concerts right on campus, and participate in "Veg-Pledge", a special week to pledge to be vegetarian/vegan for a week. I love the oppertunities I have here that I didnt get in Watertown.
Life is so good to me right now. I cant stop smiling and I just feel like skipping - sounds crazy, I know, but honestly.... Im lovin' every minute of my life, and its hard to keep it all inside.