I wasn't smoking.  Seriously.  Yes, I do smoke, but no, I don't smoke in school.  Apparently three teachers saw me and around ten other girls smoking behind the back of the RE block.  I always go with them cause their my friends, but I don't actually smoke there.  I never actually have cigarettes anyway, i'm a scrounger.  Now i've got a note from the school which says 'You have been caught smoking.  A letter will be sent home and you will have a week of lunchtime detentions starting from monday.'  So damn unfair.  If that letter gets sent home, that'l be it for me, no more trampolining and being honest, that is what I live for.  Not for Gavin or anyone else, my trampolining means the world to me.  Mum'l take that away.  And for doing nothing but being there.  Standing by a tree while friends had cigarettes.  I wasn't the only one not smoking, other people weren't too, we were just mucking about cause we had nowhere else to go.  I don't think the school can understand that.

So I guess i'm going to be in a lot of shit.  Couple of ways to get around it though.  Letters haven't been sent yet, so I don't think they'll get sent till tomorrow at least.  I need to try and abduct the mail.  Saturday and Sunday might be a bit of a problem, but if they don't get sent till Monday... well, i'll just have to try.  Mums got an email thing with the school, so I'll check her email every now and then, or every time i'm online and delete any fort pitt mail that comes along.  I know her password, its always her star sign and the day of the month she was born.

I can try the whole tears thing with the school, and if that doesn't work, with my mum.  I'll hide my cigarettes, or won't bring any home one day, and just be a big baby.  If that doesn't work... I don't have many options left.  I'll tell the school that yes, I do smoke and its not underage or anything cause i'm 16 (really, I am) but no, I don't smoke in school because i'm not that stupid.  I hope they don't think I am stupid.  I'm at a flipping grammar school for monkeys sake.  And I wasn't even doing anything!