Have you ever wanted something so bad you didn't see it's faults? And then when you did.. you realized you really don't want it anymore. I did. There is something that I have wanted to work out for a while now.. but now that I have taken a step back and taken an honest to god really good look.. I really don't want it now. All it would do is hurt me more, and I'm tired of getting hurt. I have realized that it's time to move on and not look back especially at this, I want it out of my life forever!  On a happier note I got my midterms.. I got 2 A's 3 B+'s.. and  a D.. but in that class the guy is an incredible jackass.. he has now idea what he is doing.. for our midterm test he handed us blank sheets of paper and was like write it! so yeah.. that test killed my grade.. oh well.. a whole group of us walked out on the class yesterday.. were trying to get him fired.. ok well I have to go to work now so I will talk to you all later.. love you all.. Bye!!