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Where Did It Go.... Wednesday, March 21, 2007
















 

I can tell you I'm feeling rather fragile like a candle in the rain but its from combimation of good old partying and lack of sleep more than anything else hehehe. The last two weeks have been a blurrrr, maybe my way of escaping all the pressure. I have been at it full on since I've regained my freedom....leg is still a little tender but healing well woohoo. Shot Tony off 'that message' telling him he's nothing but a player disrepectful and full of excuses. As per usual back comes the defensive reply with rather an angry tone pissed off that I dare call him names. Poor poor little man and I tell you if I see him I'm gonna gladly let loose with a large proportion of my mind ggrrrr and enjoy every minute of it. Paul & I seem to be going ok but I am wary...there are a fair few things about him that bug me....in truth he's not gentleman enough for me and sometimes it can be quite embarassing (ah memories of my ex) You know the old adage "Take them somewhere twice - the second time to apologise" aarrgghhh. The reason I'm still hanging round is well to be honest he's a great **** lolol. My financial situation is spiralling downwards and my few years of living normally has cost me dearly and now has come to an end. It scares me when I think of how unsecure my future is so I have to come up with some way to get myself into earning some good money....wracking brain. As for my teenage son situation...I have a teachers meeting this week with the school's councellor and have spoken to Az but how much he is listening is anyones guess *sigh*. Another chapter closed in my head is my ex husband Garry....no longer can I see him as the one that I once truly loved but just another person that turned their back on me. He has proved to me that he is happy with himself no matter the cost. More partying this weekend with Saints & Sinners Ball happening again this Friday night. I'll keep escaping while I can but it's never long enough huh......
SO BITTER SWEET!!!!



 




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Why are we all like you descibe ? Marlyns story too. Spiraling down ? like cyclones a sort of self destruction that knocks it out of us. So maybe we can blame it "all" on the weather after all ? Cyclone bought us the rain we needed down south. But caused floods and destruction. Sounds like our lifestyle ? Or just mine ? [Joanna Maguire] 3/20/2007 8:23:27 PM
Its been a while I know but have been getting myself beaten lately (unintentionally I assure you) and so, havent been feeling to wonderful or human either. But am feeling much better now and I hope that this note finds life treating you as well as possible.  [Winston] 3/26/2007 10:06:35 PM
 [PseudoMasochist] 4/8/2007 12:22:58 AM
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