is just another day. another boring day for me to slack and dunoe what la. ever since sch start i haven been studying or look at any book or what what what.if i continue like this i gonna fail my test badly. and thanks to the new cher. i dun understand at all. she not only making us confuse.. she confusing herself too!! wtf right. wtfwtfwtf. and science., mole concept. i dun understand at all too. what am i gonna do. bang walls* dunoe la... sians.. today just talk to vincent kahpoh qinghui all the way in school.. hmmx.. heard jerrold got a stead. but when i ask qinghui he say dun have. i still tink kah poh like him la.. i noe that feeling very xin ku. i really hope kahpoh can be happy.. SOBS .. coz i noe that feeling!!.. its sucks to hang on to a man and seeing him wit other girls..

alright.. today jus like that pass.. at sch play wit laytheng too. force her to do the hornet drill. then she din do la.. lolx.. still got wat nature ramble. haahaaahaa..dunoe what we doing. haven call pizza hut la.. i cmi alr.. i m like stiffing and coughing and havin a very very slight headache due to not enough slp.. saw the post earlier on like april may like that. abt jacqueline that bitch bla bla bla wit javier. and i forget abt it lerhh. then on saturday i really feel uncomfortable. she is like catching all his attention?.. today too. he was talking to me .. wtf.. she is really too much.. not like other girls la.. behave themselves. i really really really hate hate hate to say this but this is definitely true.. and i really feel so zi beii la.. enough lerh.. i really going depression soon.. really la.. when can i stop this infatuation?? i m going too deep before i can actually stop or react.. just now on bus wit fangyu i tell myself better dun get worst la.. if not on wednesday i m goin to die..i dunoe if i m okaye or what.. i noe i m definitely not okaye.. but i tell myself as long as i can help him wit my lil effort compare to other ppl... its all worth it.. as long as he can get this hoto thing thru successfully its really worth it for me.. its really really worth it.. then i tot to myself i am abit off alr.. i get so stupid alr.. i get so.. haiix.. dunoe dunoe dunoe la..

on the bus to harbor front. i imagine i was lying on him when i was jus lying on my bag.. the feeling of warmth is undescribable.. i noe he is sth no matter how hard i work for.. i will not get it derhh.. suan ler ba.. its really useless to tink too much.. but i really really miss him alort just like nvr see him??..

then just slacked at harbor front la.. discussing wit fang yu abt tennis and stuff.. yea i saw that pony bag again.. haha bo marnee la nvm.. hmmx... thats all?.. harbor front no ppl derh.. lolx.. actually gonna do IC wit her but in the end.. nah mind la.. she wan to go there go lorh.. sian la. now...i shall stop talking to javier after the hoto is over.. sadded.. sobx..