apparently i'm suffering from depression.
not like it runs in the family and i shouldn't have known.
i read the results and cried.
isn't that ironic..
i dont a family doctor, so i cant get treated for it.... cymbalta and other anti depressants are only available through a prescription..
i should have seen this coming
feelings of worthlessness, overwhelming feeling of causing people problems, anger issues, lack of sleep, but then sleeping for 13 or 14 hours, crying..and crying, i thought it was just me, i thought it was how i was put together.
why didn't someone tell me, that being so sad wasn't normal....
now im crying writing this..
i'm a mess.