So much for me making an entry every day, ah well I did try but sometimes I just don't feel like writing anything.

Things here are going well, I wish I could say the same for the boys. Sometimes it seems like they just can't get a break. I miss the days when they were happier and things were a whole lot easier for them.

Ian and I are still together and getting along well, we do argue at times but eventually we settle things, usually the same night. There are times when I ache to be able to tell him how I feel about him, or have his arms around me holding me at night, but I know it can't happen so I don't allow myself to dwell on it.

well thats about it for now

laters