O.K. so on Tuesday me and a friend of mine...kissed. Fred's a nice guy, I've fancied him a while...don't know how long but I have. The thing is...when I kissed him...I felt...something. I don't know what but I did. I've kissed 6 people in my life (including him) and I've never felt anything except for when I kissed Fred and Ray. And Ray is my ex...so...anyway, I dont' know what to do cos we kissed Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. So it wasn't just 'a moment'. Fred's not over his ex, I'm not over mine and he asked me if he could 'court' me and I said yes. Only today, he's acting...like everything that happened last week never happened at all. And I don't know how to handle that. I've been acting like nothing's wrong all day but it bugs me. I don't want to worry about it. If I worry about it, Fred will pick up on it and I don't want things to get messed up with us. I really care about him.