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All seven angels
Couldn't hold me up
After I fell for you
all hope was gone
foolish memory's
Haunt me so sweet
I only have myself to blame
For falling to my knees
I wish I could pray this memory away
I wish I could relive it all again
Maybe I wouldn't be so cruel
Just maybe then I would win
But I was stupid and eager
To watch it all go away
I've washed my hands of you
But you've left a stain
I will deny this part of me
I will lie and say I don't care
I will hide the feelings I have deep inside
I will lie too myself in the mirror
You will not ask me what I really want
You will become my greatest fear
If only I'd never met you
I wouldn't cry a single tear
But I did meet you
And we had one hell of a life
Now I sit all alone
Reliving the memory of good bye
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...I'm sorry
I'm sorry for everything I did wrong
I wish I could have done better,
But I guess I'm just not good enough
I could say sorry a thousand times
and it still wouldn't make things right
I'm sorry that you came near me
I'm sorry I haven't died
I know I deserve too
For all I've done too you
I'm sorry for the way I am
I'm just one sorry person,and that's the truth
...I'm sorry
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"You will become my greatest fear"
I love that line.... the entire thing, really. It's sickeningly comforting to know I'm not the only one who feels this way. [disguisedheart]
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5/30/2010 7:06:16 PM
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these are amazing. went back quite a few entries and read a few of your pieces.
great job, ninja. whoop whoop x]
[sugarinyourgastank]
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5/30/2010 7:10:18 PM
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ryn: its my ex-not-ex-not-bf....i dont know what he is. he lives in my house and we're together but not. its complicated...
he doesnt have that hat anymore, it belonged to someone who went to jail and he kept it safe for them.
he has the same hat you're wearing in your default pic as well =]
and i better have fun at the concert...i'm paying hella to go (train, hotel, concert tickets, etc)
[sugarinyourgastank]
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5/30/2010 7:39:47 PM
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I really like your poetry. It's alot like the way I used to write; now my poetry is crap. Maybe you'll inspire me cuz I added you to my bookmarks...:) [steeleblack]
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5/30/2010 7:47:06 PM
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RYN: I'd say I miss love too, but I've pretty much only known love that hurts - so it's hard to miss that too much. [Lost~In~Translation]
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5/31/2010 2:19:22 AM
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Sigh. I hate the feelings this poem holds...but i know exactly how it is. I'm sorry you do too. [ArakarA]
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5/31/2010 9:29:57 PM
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