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When I take a deep breath close my eyes, and think hard enough it seems to me that if I just reach out I can touch him again. His smell brings back a lot of memories. He was so young to have to go through what he did. I just don't understand why it was him that had to die. Maybe I could feel better about his death if it was actually an accidental death, by some other means. Hunting, sporting, recreational, work, automobile for god sakes even getting his balls caught in a combine, but of all things I never thought it would have been this. I wish that I would have seen it coming.
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We never "see it coming" because human beings are basically optimists and we usually are in denial. We don't believe ANYONE could take their own life...yet they do.
And it is not "OUR FAULT," because it is "{THEIR CHOICE."
Hard to accept, though, isn't it? Love you, girl! [Pamela'sHeart]
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9/16/2005 9:03:23 PM
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I agree with Pamela. You never saw it coming. No matter how death meets us, it will always be too hard to grasp. Have you ever watched "Six Feet Under?" Its on HBO. It just finished its run a few weeks ago. It is available in video stores. Rent it if you can. It made me really look at death in a different way and helped me a bit to understand it. Happy Weekend.
[pizzaguy184]
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9/17/2005 5:07:53 AM
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You know, You can always chat with me on Yahoo if you wanna. My Yahoo instant message is NAaronburt@yahoo.com. [pizzaguy184]
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9/17/2005 5:09:06 AM
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losing a child is very different from losing a spouse. i can only imagine how lost you must feel. it will take time to adjust to his loss. eventually you will come to realize that in no way were you at fault cause you didn't know what he was thinking. i will pray for your peace. take care, [gray tabby]
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9/19/2005 9:28:04 PM
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i need to clarify. i lost a son a number of years ago. i can't imagine the pain you must be going thru to have lost your husband. i wish there was something i could say that would help you to feel better or at least would lessen your pain and grief. time does help with the severe pain. it just takes time to adjust to the loss of their presence. take care, [gray tabby]
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9/19/2005 9:35:19 PM
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