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Thinking about taking on a........ Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Second JOB! Thats right I said it. It seems the more I live paycheck to paycheck that something is just not right. With the rising gas prices, I dont really do a lot of driving around to see Michael, or stuff like this. I hate being broke. Then on the other hand if I do get a second job, I will not have a lot of time for my dear Isis. I was just thinking about maybe looking into a waitressing job for like 4 hours a day. After all I do get off of work at 1pm now.  This weekend, I am suppose to be riding on a float for the Pioneer days, as get this "Elly Mae" can you just see this now. LOL!!Then after that will be helping out the MIL at her car show. I think saturday is going to be booked. Thats okay though, I need to stay busy. I am off my medication Lexapro. I can not afford the 80.00 a month, so I will stick with the Trazadone, being I can no longer sleep all night with out it, and it is also an anti-depressant, and is only 10.00.  I had a pretty good weekend. Had a friend and his son over this weekend, for friday we had a few beers, and watched some movies, then on saturday went camping, walking in the woods, spulunking and that is about it. Had a really super good time. Well that is all I can think of right now. I am really considering going to the river for a bit. It is really hot and Isis, needs some cooling off. Take care will write my TAG LIST later tonight.


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keeping busy and being good to yourself is the best way to deal with it. time heals. take care, [gray tabby] 9/20/2005 5:47:52 PM
Can't see you taking a second job. When would you do your coursework for school? when would you play with Isis? She really needs you!

Looks like I won't need you at the car show either...can't get the materials I need for the juice! Yeesh! [Pamela'sHeart]

9/20/2005 8:10:31 PM
so much of that new job stuff going around! Be careful not to overdue it though.

Happy Wednesday.  [pizzaguy184]

9/22/2005 1:00:54 AM
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