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sometimes i wonder why i am here. the only reason i smile is because brendon has always stuck by my side. i wish so bad sometimes that he was here to carry me home ( a place for me and him so we can live together) or hold my head because my throat is really hurting on the outside. my dad and me got into a fight and he thinks i blame everything on him that is really messed up. he told me he doesnt care about me and he doesnt care if i make it through school or not. it all started because i was failing some grades and i tiold them i am trying but they just didnt listen. i would of passed out if it wasnt for my stepmom who stopped it. we both have tempers and it was both of are faults but he didnt have to grab me and i wouldnt of grabed his shirt but then he had his fist on my throat pushing. my real mom is causing crap. and my call phone bill is going to be high this month and that sucks big time really. but through all of this i smile for brendon the one i love more than anything in this world. i want him to know i love him. shandi if you read this then do not tell anyone. there is a reason why i love od because i can say something and it wont get back to haunt me, but please if you know me and live where i do dont tell anyone. bye i love you brendon.
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YOUR BF'S NAME IS BRENDAN THATS MY BF'S NAME BUT I LIVE IN OHIO [MEKB16]
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1/31/2006 1:33:19 PM
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*hugz* for you because you sound like you really need one....stressful here too :(....later girl
Diana [Eagle's White Wolf]
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1/31/2006 4:06:23 PM
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thats cool
mekb16 [MEKB16]
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2/1/2006 10:09:12 AM
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have you tried calling him?...but yea..hopefully it is just the compys...I know the OD was messing up the last few days with the note leaving thing...it wasnt letting me leave notes...argh...well I hope he contacts you *huggies*
Diana [Eagle's White Wolf]
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2/1/2006 3:33:54 PM
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oh no...that bums me out :(...wish he could accept it, it would be a lot less stressful on you....
Diana
btw heres my hotmail---
dianatreadman@hotmail.com
[Eagle's White Wolf]
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2/1/2006 5:18:51 PM
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I love you. Sorry the computers here are going through some things. hope to hear from you soon. [Sara's Boy]
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2/2/2006 8:50:15 AM
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I didnt get the email :(...and I see your boy wrote you!!...happy happy :):)...later girl
Diana [Eagle's White Wolf]
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2/3/2006 12:08:26 PM
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I love you! [Sara's Boy]
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2/6/2006 8:23:30 AM
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it was very very good ^_^
Diana [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/6/2006 9:37:56 AM
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man...I never got your email....perhapes try the MSN messanger???? that might be fun...I think you may be the only noter I got these days...lol...whoohoo...hope your day is going good ^_^
Diana [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/7/2006 3:10:26 PM
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yea...the only other one used to be my ex on here...but yea he's not supposed to be talking to me...soooo yea...lol....
Diana [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/7/2006 7:43:54 PM
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believe or not, I am in the same boat...yours is just a lot more apart...plus you two have never met and I am just waiting for the day when you two do ^_^, I will be really excited....but my situation is a less...hes in the next county, not here at school with me, and believe me it hurts...when I am down about a test coming, hes not here to hold me and tell me it will be fine....I have to drive to [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/8/2006 1:00:18 PM
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I have to drive to him because he doesnt even have a job or a working car...it hurts me...to see ppl on campus hugging all over each and my fiance is only the next county over.....its only a "Step" away and it kills me that I cant be there...or vice versa...I know where you are coming from...and it does hurt...I dont know what to say to you as far as the relationship...but if you two truely love [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/8/2006 1:01:59 PM
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love each other...you will wait for one another....and when that day comes when you finally meet him...boy that will be a joyful day!!!....I know its hard right now, but it would be your lifetime committment that you are waiting for....^_^...
Diana [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/8/2006 1:03:46 PM
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ugh I keep messing with it...:(...and I still havent really found one I like...the one on there now looks kinda cool ^_^..I want the originial one I found for it with the purpley one...but I dunno...lol
Diana [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/8/2006 4:02:55 PM
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I haven't had a chance to get on. I have been sick and have missed three days this week. I am medicated up so i'll let you go. I love you... peace. [Sara's Boy]
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2/10/2006 8:36:32 AM
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the snow here is almost gone :(...and I have a history test tomorrow...so its been a so so day today..how bout you?
Diana [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/13/2006 4:19:32 PM
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HAPPY VALINTINES DAY GURL. MUCH LOVE. [Sara's Boy]
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2/14/2006 8:45:58 AM
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what is going on at school?
Diana [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/14/2006 4:02:56 PM
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Hey sara!!!!! Personally, I think your dad is full of a bunch of bullshit, and I have yet to tell anyone about Brendon and you. You know the risks in getting involved with someone you DON'T know, and it's not my place to judge Brendon. If you truly love him, which i am sure you do, then i'm happy for the two of you. Lord knows you need some happiness in your life, what with your parents. [allthatyoucantsee]
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2/15/2006 2:56:50 PM
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and maybe you do know Brendon. I don't know the guy myself, but from what your saying, and what your acting like, I'm getting the feeling you do. Maybe the connection you have is stronger then people who talk face to face. I don't know, and it's not my place too. all I want is for you to be happy, and then I'll be happy for you. [allthatyoucantsee]
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2/15/2006 2:59:19 PM
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*hugz*...hope things get better
Diana [A Wolf Forever Yours]
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2/15/2006 7:28:27 PM
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