Well I'm finally ready to drop into a hole and let the ground swallow me up. I go out with a friend to shoot some pool to just relax and as soon as I get into the bar area, who do I see but Jennifer...sitting with another guy holding hands...I couldn't believe that she had the nerve to lie to me. I was always honest with her about everything. I didn't get mad, but I was hurt...she turned and saw me and just stared at me speechless..I turned around and walked out of the bar and went straight to my car...Jen came running out after me asking me to please wait and let her explain...I stood there shaking so mad at myself and at her for thinking that I cared for her...I let her explain...telling me that it was her ex boyfriend, the ass that took off after he got her pregnant. She said she still has feelings for him. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. This from someone who told me they hated his guts and never wanted him to come back around telling me that she dumped me for that piece of trash...I just told her, that she is an adult and can do whatever she wants, but that she should've given me the respect I gave her and told me the truth in the first place... I don't want to do anything anymore except just lay in bed for the rest of my life. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm 25 almost 26 years old and single...I don't know what is my curse or what I have done to deserve to be treated this way but I can't keep doing this. I can only have my heart broken so many times before it stays that way.