Well it's been a while since I was on here last. I've been keeping myself busy trying not to think of Jen and it's working. I honestly can't just be friends with her after we have had such a close relationship already. I don't think she feels the same way about me though. I felt that I should give her space and she hasn't called me or even left a message to see how I am. Well if she doesn't care about me that's fine. I just wish she would've told me. But I've met someone else since we've been apart. Her name is Amanda. She's a great gal...came out of a bad relationship, got divorced from her abusive husband. She's been really resilient though and has kept high spirits from all the bad stuff. We have so much in common it's scary though, but a welcome thing. We sat down Sunday at Bennigans and had dinner then sat and talked for almost 4 hours...4HOURS!!!! I've never done that with a girl. It was amazing getting to know her likes, dislikes, what her family is like. Then we stood outside for about 30 minutes saying goodnight :). Wow she's an amazing kisser. I think I had steam coming out of my ears lol. Hopefully she feels the same as I do, but I'm not going to rush into anything but take it slow and enjoy her company when I'm around her.