Well she knows.

We were at the fitness center doing our workout that we have every thursday and she started to complain that her neck was bothering her. So I had her sit down and I started to give her a neck and shoulder rub. She said it was the best one she's ever been given, told me I had great hands. I continued to work down the top of her back rubbing at a tight spot when she mumbled something, I didn't hear what she said, so i leaned over her right shoulder to ask her what she said, and she turned her head at the same time I did and we shared the most passionate kiss I've ever experienced. It felt like I was on fire. I finally broke the kiss, pulled back and said wow... she replied "Yeah jeff, wow.

My jaw dropped. She called me by her ex boyfriends name. She immediately realized what she said and started to apologize, but hadn't realized I had picked up my bag and keys and was walking to the door. I turned, told her that all I thought about recently was her, how I cared about her, how she was always on my mind. that I liked her in high school and that for the past 8 years after school, that I still had the same strong feelings, but that obviously I never entered her mind, that she still had feelings for her ex b/f who he had an affair with her by cheating on his  wife.

I then walked out the door completely hurt. It's now Sunday and she hasn't called me or come by to talk. I guess she doesn't feel the same, or is too ashamed at what happened. Even still, I miss her.