speaking of heidi fleiss...

today i was watching a show called mom's & dad's in showbiz on bravo today and in one segment, heidi fleiss was in a "movie" with a 14 year old girl unrelated to her past practices. she asked her how old she was and the girl said 14. heidi then goes on to say, "too bad you weren't 21, you'd make a great hooker."

if that was my child i would have knocked that bitch out right there. how stupid of her to say that to a 14 year old.
she reminds me of generic white trash who thinks she's a star for some reason but since my diary name is hers i won't say anymore. i know everyone knows who heidi fleiss is and what she was so that's why i named my diary heidi fleiss. how can she be infamous? how can she be proud of what she's "accomplished"? I'm not the least bit proud of my job. in fact i hate it. i hate it i hate it. i could make as much money as she did. i could be even bigger. i have the brains, i can get the girls and i can get the clients. i don't want that though. i just want to survive. live comfortably and take care of my kids.

anyway....on with today.

j was shorted 100 by a regular client today. that pisses me off. especially since he had done it before to another girl and i let it slide. i left a message for him to call and return the rest of the money to her but no response yet. dickhead.

k has been calling me off the wall today for what i am guessing to see if i have anything booked for her. brains would tell you that if i did, i would call her. i never answered since she told me she only had like 18 minutes on her phone. why would i answer just to tell her no i didn't and waste what minutes she does have and eventually make it impossible to reach her if i did get something. geesh.

now..i'm ready to crash. i have a big day ahead of me tomorrow. a has several 2 hour and one hour appts booked but her dad is in the hospital and hopefully he makes it through the night. otherwise i will have to cancel them and lose out on the money which i have no problem with. i feel so sorry for her. he has lung cancer.

outtie...