"angry bitch music".....   i love this stuff....

yet another day in hell's paradise. friggin idiot of a cook decided he was gonna call out on me today.... that's the 5th time he's done that in the last 2 weeks...  he ain't gonna last long.... 

unfortunately, i'm stuck with the moron until i can better staffed.

so, i spend yet another 8 hours in my hell away from home. i swear, the money i pay for my home shouldn't be called "rent." it should be called a "storage fee." that's about how much time i spend here. amazing, i swear: 3 days off in the last 5 weeks...  and i'm up for another 10-14 day stretch, since i didn't get to have this day off....

maybe i'll fake a nervous breakdown or something and make the Workman's comp. dept. pay for a little stay at teh hospital while i relax and enjoy good bi-hourly dosages (high dosages, of course) of valium and xanax...  at least i'll get to sleep for more than 2 hours at a stretch...

anyways...  only thing keepin me goin is my convention comin up in may. that store and all the people in it be damned, i'm takin my vacation. 3 whole days of nothin but cute bois, great friends, heavy partying and comfortable hotel beds....

::::drools:::

anyways...  nothin to say about "mystery boi"...  he was rather stand-offish last time i chatted with him...  strange, i swear...  oh well..  maybe i was just readin too much into the whole situation...  woudln't be the first time.

did see one of the long-lost ex's online this afternoon. said "hi" and asked how his classes were goin. he didn't have much to say, either; which is a blessing. why on earth i still have anything to do with that utterly worthless excuse for a human being, i'll never figure out. i think that maybe he serves a purpose, like B. constant reminder to a bitch of lessons about relationships learned the hard way.

everytime i start to write in this damned diary, i have to fight teh urge to get all meloncholy and retrospective. i'm sure i'll have to give in to that urge eventually, if only to get rid of the fuckin thing. maybe in my next blog....

that's all for today's installment of  "as the waffle burns" (inside joke between coworkers and myself)...  see y'all later, same bitch time, same bitch channel

Joe