We all live in our own dreamscape. Maybe one day you'll be in mine.
Melting HotI haven't written in a while, i keep saying that.
so, the school year's almost over. it's sad that all these seniors that i like are leaving. yesterday we were' wildin so much in cooking class because it was all of the seniors' last day. and we were cleaning up the kitchens so we were all hanging out. and i got bobby wet with the hose from the sink. peri and i laughed so hard. i'm laughing thinking about it. and robbie hit on fernando. it was funny he was like "can i have a hug?" and fernando was like "what the fuck"...and walked off. robbie's a big guy so i would be scared too. but robbie's hilarious. so i said "i'll have a hug robbie". and he gave me a hug. but it was funny. and kaycie hit me in the ass with a towel. it hurt. and mrs. ammen was pissed at kaycie saying "someone could have gotten hurt". i thought i was HILARIOUS. it was one of those things where you're in a good mood and then every little thing is funny. and mrs. ammen made robbie clean refridgerator drawers. and he didn't want to so he got bitchy. that was funny too. i don't know it was a good day. and then class was over and now i'll never see them again...that's sad i liked all of them even though jill was too pretty for her own good. so at the end of class we were taking crazy pictures and i got robbie to sit on bobby's lap and act like a porn star for a picture. it was crazy. but now i have to do snack duty for exams because i volunteered because i felt bad that no one else would volunteer. i don't really want to do it though.
and then i saw doug today to. he bum rushed me. and he never says hi. and he gave me a ton of hugs because he's leaving too. i'm really glad i met him. he was HOT and funny and nice. and i'll miss him. i'm sad i didn't get to see zak b4 he left. but, it's been a good year.
so, today i went to Barnes and Nobles with my dad and nikki and i got two books. i couldn't find the hotel rwanda soundtrack and that made me mad because that was my main reason for going. and then i went to UPS with my mom and waited for her to mail a package. i just walked around in front of the plaza. i felt weird like i had just moved to roanoke and was looking around for the first time. it's been so hot today. i'm sweating inside and outside the house even with the a.c. on. but now that the air's on, i'm going to freeze. after UPS we went to subway to get chuckie and sandwich and we waited for 30 minutes. two women ordered 4 foot long subs it was rediculous. and the heat was making me impatient. and then we went to burger king and they were out of angus burgers. which was strange, but whatever.
so i've been reading, IM'ing, listening to toni braxton and destiny's child all day basically.
i need a job for this marketing class. i applied and interviewed for brandon oaks but i didn't get the job. they needed someone who could come in at three and i can't because school gets out at three-ten. oh well, so i've applied at icing and t.j. maxx and haven't heard back from anyone yet. i'm starting to get anxious because i can start counting my hours on thursday and i want to get as many hours in during the summer before classes start. not having a job is a problem. a big problem.
kaitlin and nikki got in a fight. kaitlin keeps talking this "i'm going to drop out of school" mess and nikki called her out on her shit and told her she'd get kicked out, her family would make her go back, and so on...(which is all true) and kaitlin got pissy and called nikki retarded and told her to fuck off. in my opinion, if you can't take the truth, don't ask for it. but, kaitlin's an attention whore so in a few days, she'll come back with new slashes on her wrists with more hickies and Lor Tabs in her purse. typical. speaking of Lor Tabs, andrew collapsed in the hall because he took 20 milligrams of the stuff. and then he was joking about it later. if he had died, it wouldn't have been so funny. but that's my school for you, if i don't kill you, it makes a hell of a joke.
i'm in bed now finishing this entry i started way earlier and then shut off. i don't have anything else to write about. exams start seriously on monday and then it's all half-days from there. biology class is done though. it's a shame. that was the only class i loved and looked forward to. we had a sundae party too. lot's of chocolate. the way i like it. and mrs. cann brought her son he's a cute baby, but i'm not that good with kids so i just looked.
3 days left of school.
Right Nowx Time 10:45
x Wearing shorts, tank, hoodie
x Music Please by Toni Braxton
x Munching nothing
x Sipping nothing
x Chatting nothing
x Thinking I've got to breath, please...
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