yes i know i only write in here when im bummed, but what can u do really.  Im pmsing and everything sucks. Shaun and i keep fighting. I hit him with my purse the other night and told him i hate him....is that normal? I ended up apologizing of course becuse everything is my fault, like im not even being sarcastic. I just feel like the shittyist gf ever. Everytime i try to do nice things i just do something way stuppider to top it off.  I am so tired of it.   I love shaun to death, but sometimes i just get so worried that were not really right or something..should things be easier. Generally we get along really well and just go good.  Its just that so many things seem to get in the way and then we blame them on eachother. I try and put myself in his shoes anytime i feel upset, and that really helps alot...i have nothing else to say on this matter.

Next up...I am tired and need to get away from things. Im tired of working to please people all the time.  People think that you have no other life than to serve them...well i have stopped kissing up..im flat out going to be rude and an in a 'i cant get introuble and it will piss you off even more'..kinda way.  People are so superficial. Also apperently people cant drive anymore? There is this little lever on the steering wheel called a signal?  Im sure your car has a diagram that can show you where it is and how to use it.