I always feel like im lost in my own world with the confusion added. I used to be normal and happy then i started cutting. I couldnt help but feel lost. i did it to be cool and have attention at first. then it was for my happyness and to calm me down. then it made it so if i had any emotion at all i would have to cut. i became an emotionless being lost of love, happiness, and if i had any emotion at all it was sadness. hmmmm...... i have court to-night at 3:45 great. i dont cut no more but i still have the urge no one will ever understand willingly. hmmm... i need to go.