So now I officially hate myspace even more.  I know it's been forever since I've posted in here but I can't help myself.  I'm going crazy.  I read somethin....it made me feel bad.  I'm jealous.  I admit it.  I'm hurting inside and I shouldn't be.  I wanted to know and now I regret it.  Should I say something...no.  But I probably will.  I hate myself so much.  I'm depressed and can't talk about it.  I need to just get over it.  It won't happen.  It's my only regret....