Can't sleep. Again. I've been running tired for nearly a week now and it's starting to get into my daily routine. Somethings bothering me most likely, but I'm not entirely sure what. The obvious culprits have been there for some time now and it's not like they've gone away and neither have I stopped thinking of them. I'm somewhat certain that it is indeed something new that, perhaps, I'm not aware of on the upper consciousness level. Hm.
That being said, I woke up tonite for some inexplicable reason. But as I laid there trying to fall back asleep, I found I just couldn't. Weirdly I was....excited? Excited? WTF for? I have nothing to be excited about atm. But I still feel like something is going to happen soon and I have to be ready for it. Have to be awake for it.
It doesn't make sense I know, but my intuition doesn't often lie to me, so up I am, waiting in case it happens tonite.
I have no clue what my body/mind/subconscious think I have to be excited about and why they're doing this but I know what I *want* it to be. God, I haven't felt this way in years. It's like playing ghost in the graveyard and the ghost is walking right next to you...that tight bundled sense of expectation and that ball of energy in your body ready to make that mad dash for the safety zone.
Lets do this thing, I'm ready to run like hell.