10:44 am: so i have a pretty big math test tomorrow and i'm having problems. these problems are: a) zero motivation to study, b) the stuff to study from isnt online like the teacher said they would be. suuuuuuper

so i guess i'll just do some homework over or somethign in the meanwhile. but oh wait. again i lack motivation right now. i need a plan of action for today becuase i can honestly just see myself lounging around all day long. another thing, i really randomly want to go horseback riding. how weird is that? i mean i just woke up with this overwhelmingly strong urge to do it. we'll see if i can. i havn't riden in like.... 8 years. its fine. hahah. ok so heres my tentative plan i probably wont follow at all:

11 am - do some hw problems
12 pm - eat something maybe
1 pm - study more.

wow.... what a plan. ahhaha i jsut cant do that right now. we'll see how things work out.

i'll write later

5:06 pm: so today i feel gross. i had 580 calories before 5pm.... i'll break it down for my future records so i can look back and say "wow, you're gross".

breakfast: 1 strawberry, 1/4 cup silk soy milk light, 1 cup of kashi puffs (70 cal a cup), and 2 viactiv chews

lunch: 1 orange, 4 eggwhites scrambled, 1/2 cup chopped tomato, 7 flowerets of cauliflower, baby zucchini squashes (4 sliced), 5 baby carrots, 1 serving of heart of palm

snack(s): 1 cup of quartered apple, 1 cup of frozen cantaloupe balls, a dannon light 'n fit yogurt, 15 blueberries and ANOTHER chopped up apple...

i'm disgusting and its offical :( :(

for dinner i'm having swordfish with some veggies... ugh.