It feels strange recently.  Although I am starting to undertand that I go through cycles.  Sometimes I write, sometimes I just really don't feel like it. 

It isn't that I shut down and don't hve anything to write about.  I just seem to have this overwhelming feeling that what I want to say isn't really worth the effort. 

It is like when you get a "good idea" and then decide a couple seconds later that it probably won't work. 

I haven't forgotten my writing though.  I don't think there has been a day that went by where I don't think about sitting down and working something out with the keyboard.  Its just that nothing wants to come out. 

....but maybe soon.  I can feel my heart stur a little again. 

When my eyes smile on their own again, you'll have some reading to do.

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