Our house is finally on the way to be offically sold. There isn't much that I have to say about it. It's good that the house is about to sold. I'm sad because it'll be the end of everything with Nic and I. There can't be any us if there is too much distance between us. It seems to me that he is almost keeping it as a safty net. I wouldn't like it but I'd deal with it. But then again he doesn't want to take our relationship to that level of comitment anyway. He wants to be with me but he's not 'ready' to move in together. Hell I don't think I'm ready for it. I'm just not okay letting everything go. I'm really having trouble with it. I'm just so no okay with seeing it fall apart.