I finally got to sleep last night around 4am. I slept on the couch though because I wanted the comfort of the big screen to help me sleep. I really hate my hubby's shift hours sometimes. I don't like sleeping alone. It sucks. I should be used to it tho- he's had those hours for years. We have 2 days a week that we actually get to sleep in the same bed- well sometimes.... not always that much.

Yesterday I was kicking ass in the eating well department until dinner time. We made spaghetti for dinner and instead of measuring out what I should of had.... I got a big plate of it w/ lots of parmesan cheese and filled mah belly with it. I don't even know how many points it was so I guessed. I gave it 15 pts which put me over my limit and I had to count off some of my Weekly Points. The urge to stuff my face was so strong that I lost my composure and did just that. Of course- afterwards I felt big, fat, stuffed, and miserable. So nothing good came from it. I feel horrible when I can't contain myself... like I'm pathetic and then I feel ashamed. Oh well, today is a new day! Thank Gawd For Start Overs.......

It's almost noon and I haven't eaten yet... nuttin sounds good to me. I really need to go to the grocery store but I HATE it. Grocery shopping sucks! I think I'll suck it up and go later today tho. Ah well this is starting to turn into ramblings.... nothing exciting will probably happen today but I'll be back later so we can sit here and be bored together!

-Cybr