|A Part of Me|
so ya meet this guy. i like this guy a lot right but gosh just talking or thinking about him makes my stomach turn though in a good way. still i have no clue what to say to rhis guy. last sunday i meet him for the first time right,...my cuzin was withe me hen i ent to chile's. gosh he was cute and tall. besides his looks i likr his personality too, he us down to earth, sweet yet funny, relax, but advantoures that is what i could analyze from the one and half hour talk. my cousin also like him. it was so weird caus i felt like iwas interview him the whole time and me and mycausin took turns asking him questions. however, he was a really good sport about the whole thing. though after the event we hugges and i though well that is it. cause we have talked before right but over im. just after that sunday i never thought he was going to have any sort of communcation with me ever agaian. which i would of totally understood cause i felt like a came out to strong and the fact that my cuzin was the same way.
so later that night like two in the morning of monday he text me asking if he could call me. i was wake cause i still have problems sleeping so i say yes. i was totally excited though beyond nerves i think i took everyones energy cause i wasted so much of mine. well he casll and ir was the most boring six min conversation ever in history. he know i never had a boyfriend, or been on a date or anything. he was totally in shocked when i told him that at the resturant, me and my cuz had to just laugh at him. he did not believe me at all my cuz had to tell him it was so true. it was nice when he said that i was to pretty to never been with anyone, though i was like you jack ass. even when it was a complament, it thought that mean comment, i guess i did not believe him.
well we talked yesterday and we have plans to go out for a movie sunday and maybe get some icecream or something after ward. I'm looking forward to it. Yet i need anyones help out there.
how to i bring up converstation? i know his past girlfriend, realationships, his future plans, what he does for a living, his twin brother and his roommate. i know one of his emberassing moments. so whaat else can we talk about.
what do i do about the aquird silence?
what do i do if he trys to kiss me? never been kissed
i just neef flat our help. it seem like we both have lots in common just we are totally silence when we talk on the phone yet when we message we jsut talk about small random stuff.
just need any advice. thanks