|A Part of Me|
Well I'm going to cut my whole weekend really short to it was extremely busy and tiring. okay so on sunday I got off work at 4 cause i open at 8 so it was not bad. Well right off work I had to go straight home to take a shower and perpair for the date. I made the date at 5 every smart of me. Any who blah blah blah I was only three minutes late my friend dropped me off blah blah. Well since he lives like 30 minutes away from where I do i started to get car sick and the fact the whole trip it was aquired silence. Not that I don't really mind it just that i felt like laughing cause of the situation. But i bit my bottom lip to stop myself. We were going to Joe's Crab Shack to meet up with his parents there.
Okay so like when I saw his mom I was so amazed cause I did not expect a my height lady that is like a size zero to show up. she was every cute and pretty and extremely nice and his dad was nice as well but of course he is a guy so it gave that manly vibe. we sat down and i sat across from his dad and the guy next to me and his mother across from him. we order and they talked about their day last night and stuff. so pretty much i was extremely quite. I smile and laughed at some of the things they said but beyond that extremely quite. Though his mother would look at me some time when she was talking to just like acknowleg that i'm there which was nice and his dad just looked at me funny when he saw how much keptuch i but on my fries. I smile and he just smirked and looked away. So basically most of that dinner I spent listening to his mother talk and my date talk cause his dad did not say much either.
so at the end we said goodbye the mother hugged me and told me that john my date was right about how pretty I am and that she was glad she meet me. Which is really nice but I felt like I should of talked more so she could at least said i had a good personality or something I know I'm beautiful. (sarcam people) ya it was nice it told john that his mother was extremely nice cause she was and that i was glad i meet his parents cause it was true onlyi was really uncomftrable.
so he took me to his place cause he has his own house. It was small but nice 3 bedrooms 2 baths and small kicten and living room. I was expecting a smelly place but it was clean and no smell. I love his dog and I played with her for a while and we decied to watch a movie. Meet the Parents I told him it was boring not half way through the movie and so he said that he would take me on a motor bike ride. I was like Yay!!! Bad choice. that was emberassing so lets skip that part. we then went back to the house and watche spong bob the i like have seen like maybe four shows and not all the way through it. well i was watching it and could not help be like my brain is melting. we laughed about how stupid we were but there was nothing else to watch. and he laughed at me cause I was so bother by the whole show. basically we just sat on the couch or half laid the dog laying on my feet and just starting at the TV. I was extremely tired cause of the tax free weekend and work was busy and he was tired cause of really don't know.
we sort of talked he said his older sister that lives is Austin want us to go down there on a saturday and visite her cause she really wants to meet me. I'm like we barely know each other and I'm not going on a trip and stay the night with two strangers. thought i was so bother by it i just told him I highly doubt I'll go.
so he apologized for a boring date like four times I told him it was fine cause really it was a good day except the bike thing. driving there we talked on if we wanted to keep on seeing each other and we both agreed we did. thought the problem is that I felt like since i have not car and that I'm basically starting a new life when I go of to UNT one with out my parents. its going to be difficult for me to see him. course he would be the one to pick me up and stuff and I don't want to burden him with that and my parents issues. I would have to save up money a whole semester to get a car and I have to see where things are going between us in order to see when I'm going to tell my parents. I don't want to cause him trouble cause he is going to have to do a lot of work in order to see each other. and I don't want that I want to put my half in the relationship as well but the fact that my parents pretty much are cutting me off with out any money thanks to them it going to be really hard on me and i don't want to drag him along either. what should i do? how should I bring it up to him my situation cause he know how it is but I don't think he know how it will effect him being with me. help!
and i finally know how to put a pic. here is one of me