i can't get over you...no matter how much i try and i do like a few other guys but i can't even go out with another guy..all i think about is you ...im mad at you.what you did to me and what you made me do...im not happy with my life  right now..im just living...day to day...there is nothing to wake up and look forward to and noone to call when i need to talk..i don't open up to anybody..anymore..i have given up one my best friends...i don't even hang out with them..i only hang out with co-workers..now ..you know that..you knew a gave up alot of people to be with you..you were my everything..now who do i have left?...you ruined my life...you ruined me..you broke me down..you won..your going around sleeping with those other girls..bryan you don't know how much you meant to me..what am i suppose to do now?..just go on when i lost all my friends for you..who do i have to go to?..you have chris and sean..i have noone..you planned to hurt me from the first..i told you..not to hurt me..you promised me you wouldn't..your full of lies..you swear to still care about me..i don't believe you..you hurt me bryan..and you don't care you still call me and act like everything is going to be okay and its not going to be okay...i don't trust you...go away

i hate you...

bryan...i wish i never met you...