ya im on my own now. my family disowned me, damian aint nuttin no more, and i finally got justin to admit he dont care about me. the only person there for me is kira and then jordan hopefully when he gets out. today is my 15th birthday and that dont even matter. all i feel like doing is crying. i hate my life. i hate everything. it's not worth it no more. but i cant leave. thats pussy shit. i got to keep representing the north side. and waste my life. i love you kira. nothin else........ SLEEP GOOD.